My life in a simplified online versionIt was the tension between these two poles -- a restless idealism on one hand and a sense of impending doom on the other -- that kept me going.
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Name: Kevin
Birthday: 8/15/1986
Gender: Male


Interests: Playing the banjo and guitar, folk songs, marching (Aftermath 04, 05), Hunter S. Thompson, Christopher Hitchens, Ken Kesey, Tom Wolfe, Howard Zinn, and other similar authors, movies, and lots of other stuff that I don't feel like listing
Expertise: Procrastinating...I'll add more things I'm an expert at later.
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Thursday, April 06, 2006

Currently Listening
Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers - Greatest Hits
By Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers
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RANDOM UPDATE

Holy shit!  I'm posting in my xanga!

On Tuesday, this house in my neighborhood caught on fire.  It destroyed an entire row of home.  I know the kids that lived next to the house where the fire started.  For the most part, the kid I know the most took it pretty well at the time.  We were able to joke around about it with him.  I think sometimes humor eases the pain.  One of his roommates was very upset about the whole thing, and when the 3rd roommate saw it he started crying (he's an international student and really doesn't have a home to go back to).  We offered them whatever they need, and were generally very supportive friends. 

The apartment complex is giving 2 of them a one bedroom apartment and the other one is living with some other kids he knows in the neighborhood.  One of the worst things about the whole ordeal is that while the cops were on the scene, they went inside the house and saw a "huge bong."  Sgt. Van Douchebag then promptly started trying to get a warrant to search the house.  Whatever happened to having any shred of humanity?  I guess that's not required of today's police forces.  These kids just lost everything they had, and now they're all being charged with something different for various marijuana paraphanelia that the cops found in the house.  Fuckin' cops.  Their rooms all burn and they get the one cop that actually cares about casual marijuana use.  What a world.

The whole thing really makes me think "wow, this could have been me."  It's a scary thought.  Oh, and the guy who was next door, whose house started the fire, he's an illegal immigrant and is going to be deported. 

On another note, I scheduled my classes for University Park this morning.  My Wednesdays are hell, with a digital design lab at 8 am and then 5 more classes, back to back, 15 minutes inbetween each, until 3:20.  I'm entering into my own personal hell.  19 credits of very, very technical courses.  I'm taking an EE course that apparantly "makes or breaks electrical engineers" according to a kid I know who used to go to UP.  Oh well.  Gotta keep up.

So, unfortuneatly, I feel the need to tell people this, mainly because it's something I'm proud of, but I'm sure there will be people that will be upset for even getting into it in the first place.  I've quit smoking, yet again, part 3.  This time, hopefully it will be for good.  I've noticed changes in my personality, like I'm less apathetic about things, more motivated to do things that I want to do, and even perhaps a bit more spontaneous.  Yay for me. 

The other week, my roommate Brian had a birthday party.  The Thursday before, he had his friends Missy and Faye come over and make a banner for him.  I, unfortuneately, was high.  Higher than I shouldv'e been, or ever wanted to be.  So conversation was, shall we say, very, very untactful.  I was upstairs playing gamecube when Brian called me down to play guitar for the girls.  Matt had my shitty guitar downstairs and I guess they saw it and Brian mentioned that I played.  As I was coming downstairs with the guitar, I heard Matt say "Just don't ask him to sing" which didn't really piss me off at the time, but looking back, he's a dick for saying that.  I can sing just fine, and it's more than he's doing.  So I went downstairs, played some stuff for them and then, the biggest mistake of all...I whipped out the banjo.  Nothing kills a good vibe like the banjo.  Especially off of girls who don't really like or appreciate the banjo.  So later Faye is trying to talk to me, or at least attempting to make conversation.  As stated previously, I was in no state for conversation.  She said that she was from Chadds Ford and immediately I blurted out "Oh, so your family is rich."  Which completely killed the conversation.  When I went back upstairs I felt like a complete idiot.

I've been meaning to try and talk to Faye again, in a more sober state of mind and explain the situation that night.  I wasn't trying to be a dick, it's just that I didn't exactly possess all of my social skills at that time.  And perhaps make the offer to sing her a song sometime, because I can sing, and Matt is an asshole.

Speaking of Matt, he's doing a whole bunch of nothing.  I think he knows that I don't like him.  Theres kind of an uneasy silence when I'm around him.  I don't really talk to him, or really have any conversations with him, but I'm as polite as I need to be.  Brian thinks he has clinical depression.  I'm pretty sure he does, because he's mentioned before that he has Zanex.  I personally don't care.  Unless he comes to me first with a problem, I'm not going to even offer to help him.  At least at the end of the year, I'll never have to see him again.  Ah...sweet freedom.  The other night I was going through my boxes of food in the kitchen that I haven't touched in a while only to find that they were all emtpy.  The rat fink has been stealing my food!  It was only a can of tuna and some bags of popcorn, so it's really not a big deal, but it still upsets me that he stoops so low as to eat my food, then leave the boxes in the cabinet because he knows that I haven't touched them in so long.  The kid has issues.

That's about it.  I'm doing my work, trying to keep up with my classes, and trying to spend time hanging out with the people that I like hanging out with.  I'll try to be online more, cause you know what?  I really miss everyone from high school.  Those were the good old days. 


Monday, February 20, 2006

Roommate Rant

To start, I must first say this: I am not a hateful person.  But sometimes, things get to me.  Real bad.

That said, the rant.  But first, some background information.  I live in an apartment, off campus, with two roommates, Matt and Brian.  Brian has his own room and I share with Matt (biggest mistake ever).  Now, I went to great lengths to get Matt to live with us.  I actually drove to his house, unnanounced, introduced myself to his parents and convinced his Dad to sign the lease for him, since Matt was at boy scout camp for the summer and couldn't get home.  So first semester, Matt is on academic probation, drops all but one of his classes and pretty much fails out of school.  Now if you ask him, he'll tell you he dropped out.  Not the case, he fucking failed out of school.  Why you ask?  Because he never went to classes.  The kid just slept all fucking day, didn't go to any classes, didn't do any work. 

So he gets kicked out of school, probably doesn't tell his parents, and then decides he wants to go to culinary arts school.  The school he wants to go to requires that you have at least 6 months experience, so he decides to get a job.  He finds a job as an appetizer cook at a local italian place.  Minimum wage and he only works on the weekends.  So he goes to the first weekend of work.  The next weekend he calls out sick because he has the sniffles.  The third weekend, he goes to work Friday, then doesn't on Saturday because "his brakes don't work."  Then he doesn't go again the next week because his car still doesn't work.  So far, he's had to be at work 8 times and he's made it to 3.  So week 5 rolls around, and he still hasn't gotten his car fixed, yet he has driven to Giant to buy groceries and cigarettes, which leads Brian and I to believe that he just didn't have any money to put gas in his car, but for some reason decided to lie to us about it.  Which is pretty fucked up. 

So he misses work on Friday's week 5 and now its Saturday, around the time he's supposed to go to work.  I'm downstairs playing video games on PS2 and he's upstairs in the room, with the door open, talking to his girlfriend.  I can distinctly hear him telling her that "it's only 5 minutes away, don't worry, I'll make it in time."  I go on with playing games.  He comes downstairs and tells me "So I just got off the phone with my boss, he said he wants me to work weekdays."  I didn't really feel like calling him out and not playing video games, so I just said "cool" and kept on playing.

So the entire next week, Brian tries to wake Matt up every day to go to work and every day Matt sleeps through whatever work he may or may not have to go to. 

Eventually, Thursday Feb. 9th rolls around and Matt takes his car to the mechanic down the street to get it fixed.  Friday Brian takes him to get his car and gets a glance at the receipt, which is for an oil change.  Then Matt leaves for a week to visit his girlfriend in North Carolina.

Meanwhile, on that Friday, Brian's Mom called Matt's Mom because Matt owed Brian money for the security desposit which we payed at the beginning of our lease.  Matt's Mom said that she had sent Matt that money twice, so she sent a check directly to Brian's Mom. 

That's pretty much the story up until now.  Oh, yesterday when Matt came home he told me that he was going to quit his job (that he more than likely doesn't have anymore) because "working my ass off for minimum wage sucks" when in all reality, he only went to work 3 times.  He's going to try and find another job as a line cook at somewhere like Applebee's, which he'll probably sleep through once again and fired from.

I really want to figure out how to kick him out, but I really don't know how.  He pays rent (although he was almost late the last time it was his turn to pay) and pays utilities, but usually very late.  He really has no reason to be living here, and frankly, its gotten to the point where is presence is just utterly annoying.  The problem with talking to him about us wanting him to leave is that he'd probably try and steal stuff on his way out, or fuck with our belongings, and I assure you, if anybody fucks with my guitar, I'm probably going to jail for a long time.  I asked one of my professors about it today and he said try and do it with tact, and hes been in the same situation and doing something like that is very difficult.  If anybody has ideas, leave them in the comments.  I'll just be at home being miserable. 


Monday, February 13, 2006

I thought of something I saw the other day.  It was a picture of Woody Guthrie.  So naturally, I thought of Pete Seeger (Can't help it, banjo player)

 

That's Pete Seeger.  On his banjo it says "This machine surrounds hate and forces it to surrender."  Woody Guthrie's guitar says "This machine kills facists."

Ah, folk music.  Now I can't wait for next years Folk Festival.


Alright, another xanga post.

I dropped my CAS 415 class.  There was just too much work.  I figured if I started to get behind the very first week with the very first assignment, it was just going to be too much.  So thats out.

My job at the IT help desk kicks major, major ass.  I pretty much sit here and do my homework.  Hell, I'm at work right now!  Getting paid to write in my xanga, because nobody is in the computer lab.  Although....I should probably refill the paper in the printers.  Paychecks are very nice too.

Um...not much else.  I started trying to learn 1952 Vincent Black Lightning by Richard Thompson.  Excellent song.  This guy Larry has played it at 2 of Jim's jams and I decided it was time to learn the song.  I have all the chords down, its just a matter of memorization now.  I probably learned some other stuff along the way too.

I got a 100 on my differential equations test! YES!

Um....yeah....xangas block.  Thats pretty much it.  Hopefully tomorrow won't be as busy as it's looking out to be.


Tuesday, January 17, 2006

And now, what I'm sure you've all been waiting for.  At least the few of you who kept your subscriptions, a triumphant return to xanga.  Or at least just a post.

Many things have happened.  Perhaps far too many to post here.  Ask me about it sometime and I shall tell.  Although, nothing too exciting has happened.  Break was ok.   I spent a lot of time playing video games and becoming a fucking vampire, staying up until the sun comes up and then going to sleep.  Waking up at 5 in the afternoon just made me feel like the day was completely wasted.

Last semester was ok.  I got good grades, GPA is in good shape.  All is well in the world.

I bought a Martin D-16GT.  I love it.  If anything ever happened to it, I would probably kill whoever caused something to happen to it, followed by myself.  As Tom says his keyboard is "sex for the hands" the guitar is sex for the hands as well as the ear.  It's so beautiful.

This semseter is hellish.  I'm taking 20 credits (7 classes) or at least attempting to.  I will now do a rundown of the classes:

Physical Science 410
I am actually trying to get this course to count as Physics 410.  Basically it's a whole bunch of quantum theory.  I have a term project where I'm going to have to solve some crazy quantum equation with some fancy computer program, or maybe just Fortran.  We're going to derive some Schroedinger equation stuff over the time period of the class as well.

Physics 458
Optics.  Lasers and lenses.  Fun!  Term project for this one also.

Math 250
Differential equations.  Holy shit!  My friend Mock explained this course to me as "the stuff aliens use to build spaceships" and I'm beginning to think he is correct.  The teacher I have is a decent guy, but tough.  No partial credit.  So I'm really going to have to bust my ass for this one.  Did I mention it's difficult?

Math 220
Matricies.  Shouldn't be too bad.  Standard run of the mill math course.  Pay attention and do homework.

CAS 415
Rhetoric of Film and TV.  I'm still not sure if I'm going to keep this class.  It's a 400 level liberal arts class, and I have to read a chapter and like 3 essays for every class and write a 2 to 3 page paper.  But I really want to learn the material.

Music 052
Voice for non-music majors.  Singing, yay!  The first class I felt kind of dumb, because everyone else sang like, choral songs and I get up in front of them all with a guitar and play "Blowin in the Wind" in a key that I apparantly can't sing it in.  Oh well, should turn out well.

EE210
Circuits!  My professor is really old, and possibly senile.  Just basic circuits and theory and stuff.  Shouldn't be too hard.

So thats that.  In bed by 12 most nights.  Don't get to see a lot of the roommates or anything.  Parties are mostly on the weekends, so no worries with that.  Oh boy, it's going to be quite the interesting semester.

I think thats about it.  I lost my train of thought about halfway through this thing, so just IM me or something.

Later intarweb.



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